If no time ever makes as much since as this past week has then..... That's where it gets fuzzy the journey is still on and always has been.... Clarity has come about it forms not to be totally expected and I'm left in the shadow of it trying everything to piece together all the things I've gained In knowledge about being a real friend.  Where is the misconnection... Well I got my tape so I'm prepared .... To not let this be about me and pretending I get it . I will get it I will know you I already thought I did enough there is more always more. Sober sleep eternal wake nonsense.... Thank you week and energy and all the decisions and the things I couldn't see I can now almost get a glimpse of. Progress . Love . One lov3.