10.24.2011


So let this one burn
but you just wouldn't it die

underhanded shots
u didn't even mean to hurt me
but thats all you can do these days
a human a being

can't survive in climates like these


we all like to feel good
it would be a straight lie if i said that wasn't a driving factor in my life

you and me like to party and play the balancing act
but its not the same

i mean i hate to say this
i hate to be the one to let go

it wasn't anyone else
it wasn't the extra pressures
and the cards I put down

the 5 beautiful Queens

don't exist except
when one puts out their image

only existentialism

could that be my shtick

y be the normal

oh u love to say i'm just normal

and he's waiting for another tantrum
a reason to say f$@#$@ u

help me please i'm drowning
and the one i call lover

doesn't even try to save me .

please save me

a dying soul a burnt list torn and
vanished

from an uncaring populace

i can't ignore how empty
how final my conclusions are being

let the image stand
i don't care and you sure as hell don't have to take my hand

this time it hurts
i love you so bad

get me a beer i need to unwind
this noisy highway talking to a billboard
is not becoming you
as i briskly watch you lose the pieces of your mind

a trail of ideals smeared into a vortex of nothing

is what you realize has been the case all the time
don't look for fufillment in the image u;ve seen it
i know you didn't know they were lies
but let it happen again just 1 more 1 more time again
and you know i just can't handle it another time

so really has anything anyone really ever heard or felt me  or was the billboard right

addiction + ignorance = a person who lost their chance to fly
ya it said I was now just a statistic
of an individual who gets no live broadcasted birthday party on youtube
and no cake.

i thought i had my cake and i thought i ate it too but yaaa you know i finally get it

the cake was just another ideal billboard too.

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