You know the kind that let themselves get beaten and broken down
Oh that’s so pathetic what a poor soul
she's a mess who'se lost all control
oh No no no no
The kind that thinks of the good but always craves the bad
Ya always wants the best for everyone not usually ignored
Sometimes she can make a room go silent with just an entrance
But no no no
Ya you wish u were her
love to beg, be ignored, and left alone
No this isn’t sarcasm, no its not a mental illness
Its just a feeling, a feeling uncatchable in the norm
Why do u think she stays their
No she is anything but unaware
Feeling like nothing
Living for the fight
No and oh no it’s much more than just a fight or the drama queens love of barely clinging to life.
Love it can’t get enough oh how I hate it hate it all so good
Put me down, make me feel like nothing and never look back
That’s the way to tie me in
The way he got my heart
Again and again
Lost and confused while losing my grip
ReplyDeleteFeeling my mind and sanity slip
How did this happen, for I can’t explain
Your love seems to shift like sunshine to rain
I tried so hard to give you my love
Hoping the crow will become a white dove
I know at times you lose control
Rage ensues while you target my soul
You have said some things that cripple my hope
I cry like a child as you tighten the rope
I am pathetic don’t call me a man
I wish I could give you what others can
My confidence rips as you continue to say
How useless and worthless I am on most days
How did I lose the love that you held
Only for me, the wind for my sails
I refuse to forget the love we once shared
I am nothing at all if you never cared
I don’t know what you’re going to do
If you’re going to leave me to find someone new
I just wanted to express the depth of my love
It so great and strong and transcends above
I get so nervous when you are upset
I become the target of verbal roulette
I don’t care that you have a disease
My life, your life, let me love you please
I know I’m not perfect and I've made mistakes
Please your love, your love don’t take
You are my soul mate, I know in my heart
The thought of losing you tears me apart
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Awww right on- quality- wow neat . Ur writings are much more organized then mine . . . Love this vast array of unfeelings of the day 2 day.
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