Here I go to bed alone

And can't help but wonder 

That of course after you die first

From all those yummy cigarettes that you smoked

If this is a loners tinge

A widows chance to finally let it all shine

Hard night

I'm not the enemy or the beings that have put you under it's oppression. 

I'm afraid it's cloudy and getting to be to hazy for you to tell.

Don't kill your delusion because in the end all it will be is me...

Lullaby by mediaCLOWn

Lullaby by mediaCLOWn

I have seen the rain copy by kayleigh587

I have seen the rain copy by kayleigh587

Sick of smiling and it's hurting my jaw sick of being something I'm not

Get me out of this life

Sick of clapping cuz I know I could do it better myself... Baha

Another

XxX so no more need for thought

I never really thought to much of her.  it's not like anything means anything too me when it comes that kind of stuff. Was that supposed to hurt? *pfffph* 

    The lostness of your mind scares me.

I might be slothful sometimes and a bit simple when it comes to all of it then u really wanted or anyone would. 

   XxX what good would it do to hurt the waste of space being that has imprisoned me. It's almost impossible to raise up the hate or really to just gather enough to not care like anyone else that cheats. Why can't i just find a cheerleader for me isn't that what a wife or friend is?

--- maybe if anyone ever figured it out other than a rap song these stupid beings would get it.  One has to cheer for one cheering for the other . The dual mission or single mission is necessary. That does not exist anymore... Maybe in other times eras... Dimensions. Do you know why he or she lives still... Really underneath tears and scorn and lies and auto responses that plague the air with a thick unreal but none the less choking musk.... It's hard you get it???

Are we supposed too?

Stolen stuff Stolen iPhone 5 white Esn: 256691459907362160 Meid: 99000227705670

Got my iPhone back
But just for reference
Again stolen

I have a police report but just give it backk and no harm to the bringing of my things


I also have my iPads series number and would really like my keys back and my back pack and homework and legal papers... And tanning lotion. Just call 5127037714 and if I can get back whatever I can then ill scrounge up more than its worth. Please just return my stuff... Leave it at a police station go drop it off with niles who works at the metropolis no questions asked and there will be a deal in ur favor.

Karma 50 cents....Pretty sure that was wasted./..
Be decent

Well ya think your right, ya, you think it's all my fault. 

If that's what you say then, that's the martyr wirh a side of cross.

There's ideas I can't verbally convey

In that certain special way

I let you become so accustomed. 

a panic attack, i sit with a familiar willed positivity or what ever label you need to be able to Lay to rest and give you a fraudalent piece of mind to the idea it has all been surrounding. Ya we'll do it this time

For a while

Or for pod 

Whoevers the last one standing  gets te satisfaction to be the gwtekeepet next time

(To sleepy excuse this posting ness is  balalalala

Technology

I wish it was a big joke
A nightmare
I could wake up from
Nothing real gets better
I don't want to be a prisoner
Or ghost anymore

Mk song by kayleigh587

Mk song by kayleigh587

New place

California funky fresh

Dickie Gonzo: Why Hello There. Its sure been a while.How's ev...

Dickie Gonzo: Why Hello There.
Its sure been a while.
How's ev...: Why Hello There.   Its sure been a while. How's everything been going?  Is everybody good? Right on. Well . . . it was good s...

CRUTCHES AND INSTRUMENTS

CRUTCHES AND INSTRUMENTS

THE DEAD SEA

THE DEAD SEA

dickiegonzo

dickiegonzo

writingg

So you say karma never got you when u were young
Just another tribulation you went through and won
What a martyr
A great old soul
Whose done it all
Well I got news for ya
It's not that important
We don't like ur scene
Your not a figment and this isbt a dream
Your still the same person
And don't bother looking
That figment of a soul once saw
No it won't save you now
There's no way around it
No way to talk yourself over
Cause the dirt has no partiality
It's gonna cover u
The more u pile on the shyyii
The. Faster u get to he'll
No one to "cater" ur constant demands

But as for my kind we are quick to surrender
To the bs   That consumes
It's the ones with the sorest throats wh have doe the most singing
Lalalslslslslsllalala I can't wait for u to see the light
But it might not happen
No don't think it'll ever happen

I don't even know what to say. I'm getting addicted to the dang Facebook games....like the wheel of fortune and the stupid lets make a deal game. i even feel like i'm being timed right now. Mind over matter.

Big Bang theory

I love the big bang theory.

moved back home.
too much down time need to start school soon or reading a book so all my money doesn't get eaten away by the fast food market and I get any more sedentary. Love love love Austin. 
Love downtown and missed the texas flavor ..... heb taco cabana jack n the box 7-11 yay for the real south